As I am a girl under age of 18 I was so confused with my life and my love. every girl in this age has to undergo this stage. those who perfectly cross this stage can be able to live a wonderful life. now I am in that stage.....
"An ugly yet beautiful world"is a quote which I read recently . It strikes me at that point when I read that quote. I told myself that quote is one truthful one and I have experienced it.
Now I am in college . Everyone loves college. They make friends and enjoy their life .we really don't study as much as we always like to during our school . Instead of studying we spend more time with friends and chat with them and go out with them and do some fun things . Everyone will fall in love . That is a college life.....its a wonderful and fun life which we dare to miss...
But in my case I haven't experienced any one things as I said above . My whole life is a very different one from a normal college student life.. I would rather say that my life resembles the quote "An ugly yet beautiful world" . It has so many adventures . These adventures are not big adventures like climbing Himalayas. . Those are small adventures which include some pain, some love, some fun. That's my life. Everyday I learn something about my life and my love.
This blog will say about my life in past and present and my love,,,,,
I always can't able to distinguish between my life and my love.. Frankly I can say that I have no heart to love.. But every girl has a heart to love to care.in my life I really don't have many friends.my friends circle Is very small.am very sociable and yet I don't have many friends.my friends always think of me as a girl who talks more and easily gets angry . But they really don't understand me very well.. Even I don't understand myself.my family is very small and very caring one . But now my family is in a little bit confused state . I really don't find peace when I am on home ..I don't enjoy my life nor my college life . Does every girl in the world has this life that I have without any love? is a question which I asks myself a many number of times.. But this is really not my life..
My life was whole different when I was younger.in my past I have lots of friend.my family loves me . I enjoyed my school days. Everyday is like a heaven to me. I even have my first love in my school days and have fun time with my school friends and my outside friends . But unfortunately they don't last forever.
even though I have such a life with no fun I can be able to have some fun by doing what I love . I love music. Even though I don't have a lover, I have another lover which is music.my whole world revolves around music . I go to a different world when I play the music.in that world I have a very beautiful life. I love that life...that life and that love is not a real one but still I love that.
those small friend circle gives a lot of fun too . They tease me ,encourages me and help me. we often fight. But we surely love each other . Love doesn't means it has to come from a boy or girl who becomes his or her life partner. Love can come from anything around the world.. Its our talent to be able to cherish it and care for it for our whole life.
So in my life and my love I choose both one. Everyday is a challenge for me.it has mostly pain in it. But still I want to make that pain transform into happiness and make my friends also happy. I want to live a life like it. Even though I don't have a real lover ,I have my music.so I am satisfied with it . I really look forward what is going to happen tomorrow. Lets see....
This is my quote that I learned today.. I am really excited what I will learn tomorrow. Until then bye..
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